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worldly pleasures have always been my weakness..though timelessly I have decided to become a better me..none of those times have I succeeded.. I will blame no one but me for everything that has happened.. I had fun being loved by the one I love.. and god knows how much have I desired to feel the same way again.. I know I have not been the 100 dollar bill and not everyone likes me..but then again.. I like me..

March 14, 2010

best conversation ever..

Hye, can we talk? But we never do that Yeah I know, but I wanna thank you for performing that song with me in Glee Club, 'cause it's made me do a lot of thinking, what I've realized is why I'm such a bitch all the time, I'm a bitch because I'm angry, I'm angry because I have all these feelings, feelings for you that I'm afraid of dealing with because I'm afraid of dealing with consequences... and Brittany, I can't go to Indigo Girls Concert, I just can't I understand that Do you understand what I'm really trying to say? Not really I want to be with you, but I'm afraid of the talks, the looks. You know what happened to Kurt at this school, But honey.. if anybody were to ever make fun of you, you would either kick their ass or slash them with your vicious, vicious words. Yeah I know, but I'm so afraid what everyone will say behind my back. Still, I have to accept that I love you, I love you, I don't wanna be with Sam, Finn or any of those other guys, I just want you, please say you love me back, Of course I love you, I do, and I would totally be with you, if it weren't for Artie, I love him too, I don't wanna hurt him, that's not right, I can't break up with him, Yes you can, he's just a stupid boy, But it wouldn't be right... Santana, you have to know, if Artie and I were to ever break up, and I'm lucky enough that you're still single, Don't I am so yours. Proudly so. Yeah wow, whoever thought that being fluid meant you could be so stuck?

Santana is a bitch, so what??

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